tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79955165011920179442024-02-19T23:09:20.810-08:00Poorly WrittenFeel it
Though words carry none of the fullness of our feelingsAdib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.comBlogger52125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-38905082892107712422017-02-04T07:20:00.000-08:002017-02-04T07:21:19.501-08:00False Identity'Divorced. She's with somebody else.'<br />
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Of course, words were articulated without much thoughts. All he had to do was convince the chica.Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-6771632710519432014-12-17T11:43:00.002-08:002014-12-17T12:03:08.457-08:00Best Man Speech<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna (Sometimes, Never Say Goodbye) is not exactly my favourite movie. Not because it is not a good watch, but rather because it is brutally true. </div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">watch from 3.08.00 until the end</span></div>
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Towards the end of the movie, Shah Rukh Khan says, </div>
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'We just wish that the journey to find true love didn't have to be paved with broken hearts'. </div>
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If it is not meant to be, then it shouldn't be. Try to see it from a different perspective. </div>
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This post was meant to be published on the 30th of December 2013. You were barely sober. Insensible and heart-broken to be precised. You did not eat, you did not laugh, you did not have a mentally stable mind. You just did not care. There and then, I prayed very hard. <i>Oh heaven, have mercy upon her soul. Send her an angel to guide her fragile heart. Let her be free of all the hatred and misery. </i><br />
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It has almost been a year. Just a year. How time flies. And look where are you now. Remembering those dark moments just makes me want to ridicule you more. Drama sangat. My ex boyfriend got a new girlfriend! My ex boyfriend uploaded a picture of her new girlfriend! My ex boyfriend emm apa lagi salahnya ya! Semua salah!<br />
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He found the one who suits him well.<br />
You found the one who suits you better!Suits you best!<br />
And the world is so unfair, you got married first!<br />
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Selamat pengantin baru, best friend! Love you to the moon and back!<br />
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P/S: Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna is the last hindustani movie that we watched together with Aufa, Ain and the restAdib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-8669150904584578102014-12-17T11:04:00.001-08:002014-12-17T12:03:54.277-08:00Keep calm and just keep calm<div style="text-align: right;">
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Who could resist it when he said, aku terima nikah dengan mas kahwinnya seriibb... seratus ringgit.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Can I just cry and take the road not taken?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Cannot! I AM F****** 26! </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">People come and go, Adibah.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Only The One will stay.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yang Maha Esa. Yang Maha Agung. Yang Maha Penyayang. Yang Maha Pengasih. Yang Maha Mengetahui. Yang Maha Pemelihara dan Maha Tempat Pelindung.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">More are yet to come. Like i told you before, we must be independent and strong. </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And may this kinship that we build together not be shaken by this small teeny tiny test challenge inflicted upon us.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Apalah ni! Kahwin saja puuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnn.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Selamat menempuhi alam bahagia :)</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Though we may not be privileged like before, I would try my very best to steal you from your husband once in a while. </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And we would chat about 'hantu house 31' over Neslo panas. </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. INSYAALLAH.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Now I miss Fatin Syuhada Mohd Zainy </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Love you too, dooooooooooooooooot!</span></i></div>
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Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-12284957122876299772013-12-30T10:20:00.002-08:002013-12-30T10:24:22.592-08:00Dogmatic<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We saw a
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">‘Assalamualaikum’,
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">‘Hei kamu.
Kamu batch mane ni? Kelas ape?’<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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Marjon’<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">‘Oh… Saye
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At that
time, I was dumbfounded and absolutely lost for words. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">‘Lain kali,
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">For those
of you who do not know, the purpose of giving salaam is to avoid arrogance
within ourselves. That is why sometimes in the airport you can see Muslims
greet each other as if they are acquaintances. We are brothers and sisters anyways. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span lang="EN-US">In fact, it has been narrated from Ibn Umar, that the Holy Prophet said, "He who speaks without firstly giving salaam, then do not answer him ( to what he has to say)".</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span lang="EN-US">In the lecturer's case, then, I shouldn't have paid attention to her in the first place. The world has become so fucked up
ain’t it if the higher up expects the ‘insignificant ones’ to initiate salaam? Absolutely
defeating the purpose of giving salaam. In my defense, it was not my intention
to disrespect the lecturer. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">In this country, <b><span style="font-size: large;">most of the time people have the knowledge; they just do not have the brain to process them</span></b>.I bet she knew giving salaam is encouraged but just too <b><i>noble!</i></b> to make the first move. I was the arrogant one? Okay, baiklah, Puan. </span><br />
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">P/S: Or
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passed the road, I could see a sign written, <u>“DILARANG MEMBUANG SAMPAH DI
KAWASAN PRASEKOLAH”</u>. I could not help but wonder, ‘so it’s wrong to throw
rubbish around the kindergarten area but not the housing area… Okay okay. I get
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Owh… Because
she received a complaint from the Health Ministry saying that the kindergarten
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Oooo okay.
Okay. Okay. Okay!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Since okay
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">WE WORK TO IMPRESS, NOT BECAUSE OF THE RESPONSIBILITY ITSELF or as Islam taught us, as a way to worship Him.</span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yang
Menurut Perintah,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Servant. </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-32702163255485286712013-11-05T06:55:00.002-08:002013-11-05T07:01:10.818-08:00J.U.D.G.E<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">When I was young, I love the people around
me without any discrimination. If some things irked me, it would have been because
they couldn't buy me ice-cream or they couldn't play with me. The young do not
know what is expected of them, let alone what to expect of the people around
them. They (who once upon a time was me), do not detest anyone unreasonably. I
miss that, the moment when I don’t carry the ‘burden’. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Growing old… It is not necessarily the
responsibility that I despise, but the person that I have become. The new me is
irksome, even for myself. The journey towards maturity lessened my empathy and
improved my ill-thoughts of others. If a healthy man came up to me and beg for
money, I would question his ability in finding his own means. I can precisely
judge the annoying, the irresponsible, the flatterer, the opportunist, and all
of the fancy dreadful words I was introduced to. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>JUDGE</b>. Good and evil. Impropriety and
decorum. Acceptable and unacceptable. Folly and common sense. All of these I have
mastered so very well until I cannot approve the characters that you have! The
criteria to judge make me dissatisfied with you, and worst, I wish I had a
choice. This affliction makes me want to change you like the one I see on tele,
the one I read on books and the one I see in others’ _______. They told me the
right _______ I should have. And I want it! I want it desperately! But it always
plagues me as I failed and I know I will always fail. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">When I look at others, I question, </span></span><br />
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">“WHY CAN’T
I HAVE YOUR __________? </span></span><br />
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">WHAT DID I DO TO MERIT SUCH A __________?” </span></span><br />
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And those questions tire
me. </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Because of that, I hate the person I shouldn’t
hate. I mean to be thankful but I just cannot. </span></span></div>
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<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">‘The more I see of the world, </span></span></blockquote>
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">the more am I
dissatisfied with it…’ </span></span></blockquote>
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">(Pride and Prejudice, V II, Ch I)</span></span></blockquote>
Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-4189082565682572292013-11-05T05:51:00.000-08:002013-11-05T05:51:05.440-08:00Madam Besar<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">She never came to any
of our events<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">She never showed
support<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">She never really cared<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yet, by the end of
everything<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">She expected us to
prepare something to feast her eyes<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I feel more like
fisting her eyes rather than feasting her eyes. </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">P/S: Graduation day is the perfect day to ask for forgiveness. Sekian. </span></div>
Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-23084357309397411962013-09-18T11:36:00.002-07:002013-09-18T11:36:54.753-07:00Is the sweetness worth the bitterness? <div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The very
first time I had my laptop, I bought it from Karamunsing. At that time, I had a notion that </span></span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">all laptops’ specs are no different as long as the price range is more or
less the same. A week after buying it, I regretted it as soon as I realized
Shidi bought a better laptop with the same price. Had I surveyed the choices
first and brought along an expert with me, I wouldn’t have to carry the regret
with me for the next 2 years. Investment sucks.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The same
goes to car...<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The same
goes to house...<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The same
goes to property...<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And spouse...
<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">... </span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">He called
me. We spoke. He asked me about marriage.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And I told
him I am scared. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He said, ‘you
should be’. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Then I
asked him, ‘if you had any other choices, would you have chosen the other over
the one you married?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And he said
“yes”. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I am now
still in a state of dismay.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It saddens me, truly. </span></span></div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Running... running... running to find the answer. But the journey is not always pleasing</td></tr>
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Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-21013031261338901072013-09-18T11:17:00.000-07:002013-09-18T11:23:36.844-07:00The beautiful brain <div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I
discovered that I am more flattered when people call me ‘smart’ instead of ‘lawa’.
Though everything must be balanced, intelligence ought to be slightly important
than beauty. You can fake beauty. You can put on makeup and appear presentable
for 4? 5? Hours? Then the concealer would seem cakey, mascara would smudge
underneath your eyes and lipstick would wear off along with the ‘beauty’. You
are thinking that you have the perfect 32-24-32 body but his definition of a smouldering body is 36-26-40. In the Victorian era, the more corpse-like you
appear, the more beautiful people considered you to be; the bustier you looked, the
more bachelors would be attracted to you. Now, well, tan and skinny scream the latest fashion. (Betulka ayatnya tu?)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Intelligence
is different. I consider it as part of your personality. The way you carry yourself,
the way you deal with problems, the way you respond to criticism and etc. Your intelligence makes people stay.
It amuses them, I guess. While ‘beauty’ can be achieved through make up,
surgery and Photoshop intelligence is not something to be gained in a short
period of time. It takes a whole lot of effort to read, to mingle with the
right people and to make judgement about subjective things, in fact. Not
everybody can do that. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Intelligence
is eternal; beauty is ephemeral</b>. </span></span></blockquote>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">P/S: But do
put a little bit of makeup on. :P </span><br clear="all" style="mso-special-character: line-break; page-break-before: always;" />
<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Another P/S: I adore and despise Clare at the same time. Her writing is immaculate and people listen to her when she speaks. And people find her cute ,too. Isn't that annoying? hahahaha</span></span></div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">She is, hands down, a bombshell. But she eventually committed suicide. <br />
Perhaps if she was prudent enough, her life wouldn't have ended miserably.</td></tr>
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Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-27849454092412996132013-07-17T10:56:00.001-07:002013-07-17T10:56:17.493-07:00I miss youuuu<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I feel like I don't have any other friends other than Marjon 1</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Pathetic, but I like it that way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Because I'm thankful enough,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">and I know well enough, it is the luckiest thing to have them as my friends. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Real and genuine friends... </span><br />
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<br />Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-11763686144221589752013-06-09T12:01:00.001-07:002013-06-09T12:01:23.035-07:00A lame postHave you heard of people,<br />
Losing their V-card at a very young age,<br />
14 and 16<br />
Because they thought it was cool<br />
They heard it was cool<br />
Yes, it sounded cool<br />
Eventually, they figured out it is not as exciting as it sounded<br />
<br />
Like marriage,<br />
"Aww... sweet" here<br />
"Aww... sweet" there<br />
"Bestnya kahwin" here<br />
"Bestnya honeymoon" there<br />
You're going to live with a stranger, basically.<br />
I can't even bear living with my parents<br />
Well, most of the time<br />
And you've known them for your whole life<br />
This one guy/lady<br />
You've known him/her<br />
For like 6/7 years?<br />
6/7 months?<br />
Then, you got married.<br />
Then, you figured out:<br />
'Oh! Why does he like to walk away every time we fight!'<br />
'Oh! What happened? We communicated well before!'<br />
'Oh! When did we get so mean to each other?'<br />
'Oh! Kaki perempuan ni berbulu lebat'<br />
'Oh! Dia suka korek hidung macam si azmi'<br />
'Oh! Why did I get married in the first place? Why?'<br />
<br />
<br />
It is scary, man. It is scary.<br />
Are you prepared?<br />
Of course, it will be sweet.<br />
But there's no guarantee it won't be bitter.<br />
<br />
I'm just saying man. I'm just saying.Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-35301442716001977282013-02-23T19:37:00.000-08:002013-02-23T19:37:18.357-08:00Knackered <span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I don't understand...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Asking us not to be like expert teachers</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Who own years of experience and more knowledge</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yet you demand for such expertise from us</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I just don't understand</span>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-58852883280773148992012-12-18T12:21:00.001-08:002012-12-18T12:21:21.999-08:00Kisah yang sempurna <span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I am not very fond of Malay soap operas. The tacky story line and the indifferent actors are always disagreeable to me. Like how it always has happy endings, like how they always be together at the end of the day, get married and live happily ever after, like how all the villains always have the same expression while hugging the good guy (<u>lifting their left brow, squinting their eyes and smiling</u>) and like how their sons are always swapped in the hospital! Please notice the frequent use of '<b>always</b>'. That is not how life usually works out, you know. Do you think taking someone's child away from the hospital is a piece of cake? Try it out first, and then make a movie out of it. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But the other day, I watched it! Of course, throughout the drama i rolled my eyes, I cursed, I laughed (rofl some more) and I got annoyed. The drama is called 'Cinta Halal' and I never thought it is the first one to ever make me think deeply. It is a story about a man, wishing to get married to a woman who is wearing hijab, well-mannered, comes from a good family and has intellectual advantage as well. In the end, he discovered that the woman is just pretending to be his 'ideal woman'. And in his disappoinment, he said in this prayer (loudly, of course, drama Melayu):</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Maafkan aku, Ya Allah. Aku terlalu mengharapkan yang sempurna, terlalu menginginkannya sehingga aku terlupa, tiada yang sempurna di dunia ini, Ya Allah, melainkan Engkau"</span></blockquote>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Don't you think so? Well, I think so. To end, I shall proudly present you with the picture below. </span><br />
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Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-54276870684294804102012-11-05T19:27:00.001-08:002012-11-05T19:27:41.674-08:00Should I not be angry?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I am so depressed that I don't have the medium to channel my frustration</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I can't tell the lecturers that I haven't learned anything</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I can't tell the examiner that i haven't anything </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">All the presentations were merely a means to finish all the syllabus</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">without taking into consideration</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'Do they understand'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'What can they do with this presentation? topic? input?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Input?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Can you even call it input?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Input downloaded from the internet! Haha! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Call it an absurd</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">An absurd that might cost me a lifetime regret :(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">1 week before the 'SPM' exam ... Shift 9... Shift 10... Shift 101</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'Sir, will this come out in the exam?'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'No!'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We endeavoured to make the lessons enticing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We discussed issues</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We argued, we agreed, we wondered...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Can the teachers cope with it?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Is the shift going to work?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Wait... is this going to come out in the exam?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'No!'</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'So sir, what will come out in the exam?'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 and criteria for textbook selection'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">*LOST*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'Give me 15 minutes'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">PRESENTING CRITERIA FOR TEXTBOOK SELECTION</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">15 minutes... 20 minutes... 30 minutes! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Input? Intake?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Absolutely 101% no. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Though I was present, I am uncertain of my presence</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Just sitting there, fulfilling my societal role as a student</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">As the Malay proverb say 'Masuk angin keluar asap'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Spotted questions!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">What is this? What is this?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Owh, this is the one which he EXPOSED us to for 15 minutes? 30 minutes?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ahh... 1 week before the exam, the day when he realized that what might come out in the exam</span><br />
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<i><b><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Then, should I not be angry?</span></b></i><br />
<br />Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-3122049205620650232012-10-13T05:31:00.001-07:002012-10-13T05:31:14.553-07:00My hair :(<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You realized that your hair was getting frizzier </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Everything was wrong</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It was too long, it caused you headache</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The fringe began to poke your eyes</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The length did not complement your face shape</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Split ends were visible </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It was damaged, a real damage it was!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'I need a haircut'</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">A moment before you stepped into the salon</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Every reflection you saw in the mirror, on the glass door and on every piece of metal</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Only seemed to show perfection</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You found no faults with the hair</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It was gorgeous</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You could scarcely be certain, 'to cut or to keep'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">and in the end, you decided</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">'I must keep you'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Once you reached home</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You looked into the mirror again</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The perfection you saw was just a delusion </span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The same applies to relationship, how pathetic :(</td></tr>
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<br />Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-33531649624826978222012-08-03T06:58:00.000-07:002012-08-03T06:58:43.840-07:00Ujian mu<br />
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">For your information my dear friend, </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My recollection of you is only of the joyful
ones</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But lately all that I can recall of is you
being in an ill-humour </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The suffer may have blinded you that, your
sorrow inflicts worries on us too</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">For your information my dear friend, </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I do apologise…</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">For scarcely did I know about your pain</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And how it oppressed your mind </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The plight rendered you to be miserable</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And I feel so helpless in the face of your grief!</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">There’s no other feeling that we desire for
you other than happiness</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Just to let you know, </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Be strong and remember Allah, </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Doa anak yang beriman, insyaAllah akan
dimakbulkan </span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Take care and have a safe journey.</span></span></div>
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGBM6O1512Gix7u0uEppkChWAXRLOi9k0FlfWPKBgFV-rXotAnAOnoETsb3Dndq43PiyIiAyjd1qygNvhHHXMGs1O8f_vaVKHucKHict7Ma_p5KhVsTdaZafeVXqUjjg-uG14FZwRyoGc/s1600/Muiz+and+I.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="282" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGBM6O1512Gix7u0uEppkChWAXRLOi9k0FlfWPKBgFV-rXotAnAOnoETsb3Dndq43PiyIiAyjd1qygNvhHHXMGs1O8f_vaVKHucKHict7Ma_p5KhVsTdaZafeVXqUjjg-uG14FZwRyoGc/s400/Muiz+and+I.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Tukang pukul cohort kami. </td></tr>
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Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-82714079550176369382012-04-18T20:35:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:35:22.379-07:00Tomorrow is the 'dead'line<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Borrowed almost 10 books,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">but only after reading and flipping for 3 days</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">just realized that none of it is relevant to my essay</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Printed not less that 20 pages of research papers,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">and 1 day before the <b>dead</b>line,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">it came to my senses that not more than 5 pages is worth my attention</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Typed almost 1500 words on the word processor,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">and when my motivation to finish the essay is at its peak,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">managed to only fit 300 words into my assignment.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">That's how unpredictable life is</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">You would initially thought that you're on 'top'</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">but the truth is, the top is actually not the 'highest top'. </span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I have officially devoted myself to education for the rest of my life</td></tr>
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<br />Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-3609896030165928512012-04-08T14:38:00.000-07:002012-04-08T14:38:21.698-07:00Terjah Ramadana!<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">It started with a meeting, ended with a surprise party</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Who would have thought, after three times trying to prank her, this is actually the first that worked out. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">In a way, I was sad actually because some of our best friends couldnt be there. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But life must go on.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">If org London have the heart to eat at Rasa Sayang, we definitely wouldnt feel guilty eating Bakso and popiah! hahahaha. *macam la diorang jealous*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Anyway, Happy birthday my dear friend, may God grant you happiness :) </span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">P/S: heres a link to her post about the surprise <a href="http://ramaramaana.blogspot.co.uk/2012/04/two-aws-awful-and-awesome.html" target="_blank">The two aw(s): awful and awesome </a></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwL6Tov41l3DnnGmqO1sV28OVnu8tcBLyrxuZ4VqnXaVzM2jZRTsHJp1uAiaPnPcOYZDdBps9zkg8AwXTMzog' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">As recorded by Adibah, as edited by Mr. Hafiz</div>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-15594065835121650152012-03-31T16:59:00.000-07:002012-03-31T16:59:33.375-07:00Engkau<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 13px;">Even 'I love you' is an understatement :)</td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Engkau senantiasa dalam doaku wahai kawan kesayanganku.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Cubit paha kau, paha aku yang rasa</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Hati kau sakit, hati aku pun sakit</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">My countenance may appear as if I am unaffected</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Like you, I endure the agony with great fortitude</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But deep down, my heart is shattered too. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I may have not the knowledge to comfort you.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But dont forget to remember, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I am here to at least accompany you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">and He is here, there, everywhere.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"(Know that true) believers are only those who have attained to faith in God and His Messenger and have left all doubt behind, and who strive hard in God's cause with their possessions and their lives: it is they, they who are true to their word!" (49: 15)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: for you must gain mastery if you are true in Faith" (3: 139)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">You have to be strong! You have to and i believe that you can :)</span><br />
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</div>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-76346481244200803842012-03-22T09:23:00.000-07:002012-03-22T09:23:47.844-07:00Acknowledgement...<br />
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I would like to express my gratitude...<br />
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Finally, I would like to dedicate this dissertation to my loving parents,<br />
for their undivided love...<br />
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Wait, isn't it a shame that,<br />
What you have in hand for your parents,<br />
Is the worst written work ever done<br />
hence the worst present they can ever get?<br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">We lie to the people we love; we lie for the people we love.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">The pleasure I pursue which culture has restrained, is now close to be known</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And I know, such impenetrable act annoys you </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Whatever the issue is, it is far from my intention to be hypocrite.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I just fear, losing somebody that I love</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>I am so sorry...</b> </span>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-55148933022528093502012-03-21T14:04:00.001-07:002012-03-21T14:06:17.068-07:00Just like facebook<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">When I first had my facebook, I was so eager to check my notifications. So looking forward to read every comment and reply. So frequent in updating my status. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But now, nothing fascinates me. All in facebook has been made so familiar, so dull and so not worth visiting. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Similar to my academic performance. When I was first acquainted with this course, in my heart, I thought, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">'this is what I want to do in life. This is it. This is what I like. I can't imagine myself doing some other courses'. I promised myself, Yes, I will do well. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But the motivation is so ephemeral. The battle is long enough to detract the dream from being achieved.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">The books seem so uninspiring, the modules appear senseless. There is just no warrant for such folly as coursework!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I have no clue, whether to laugh at life or to despair. Either way, </span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow;">I HAVE LOST MY MOTIVATION</span>.</span></div><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><br />
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</span>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-52479555950613380622012-01-18T11:19:00.000-08:002012-01-18T11:19:23.839-08:00Pinjamkanlah hatimu<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Jentayu...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Patah sayap bertongkat paruh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Patah paruh bertongkat siku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Patah siku bertongkat dagu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Patah dagu bertongkat kuku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Pinjamkanlah hatimu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Buat aku ;(</span></div><br />
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<div>To offer advice</div><div><br />
</div><div>'Don't be sad'</div><div>'Don't be stressful'</div><div>'Just forgive and forget'</div><div>'Senang bah jak kurus tueee' </div><div><br />
</div><div>The truth is, we already know the answer</div><div>If all of these were easy</div><div>We wouldn't need anybody to say it</div><div><br />
</div>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7995516501192017944.post-76945927418004468692011-11-16T16:51:00.000-08:002011-11-26T10:47:41.780-08:00Hint<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://api.ning.com/files/f6BOwz*6d33idEDlTulMev22GlmO6COtx6TkyETQPm78jpUKxuPgCWh9KlakMPs0jroqHgS2KfnBkZ3Q4jEI4Q__/wishes.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="315" src="http://api.ning.com/files/f6BOwz*6d33idEDlTulMev22GlmO6COtx6TkyETQPm78jpUKxuPgCWh9KlakMPs0jroqHgS2KfnBkZ3Q4jEI4Q__/wishes.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Let me give you some hints<br />
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<ol><li>Mouse</li>
<li>Mouse pad</li>
<li>Earphones</li>
<li>Headphones</li>
<li>Eye shadow palette</li>
<li>Lipstick and lipgloss (dark pink, preferably)</li>
<li>Chopstick</li>
<li>Mechanical pencil</li>
<li>Black cardigan (waterfall style, if you like)</li>
<li>Ladies top with sexy graphics! :P joking, anything </li>
<li>Nightware, pyjamas </li>
<li>White eyeliner </li>
</ol><div>Can you handle that? GUESS...</div>Adib Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12349770442523571856noreply@blogger.com2