Should I not be angry?

I am so depressed that I don't have the medium to channel my frustration
I can't tell the lecturers that I haven't learned anything
I can't tell the examiner that i haven't anything 
All the presentations were merely a means to finish all the syllabus
without taking into consideration
'Do they understand'
'What can they do with this presentation? topic? input?
Input?
Can you even call it input?
Input downloaded from the internet! Haha! 
Call it an absurd
An absurd that might cost me a lifetime regret :(

1 week before the 'SPM' exam ... Shift 9... Shift 10... Shift 101
'Sir, will this come out in the exam?'
'No!'
We endeavoured to make the lessons enticing
We discussed issues
We argued, we agreed, we wondered...
Can the teachers cope with it?
Is the shift going to work?
Wait... is this going to come out in the exam?
'No!'

'So sir, what will come out in the exam?'
'Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 and criteria for textbook selection'
*LOST*
'Give me 15 minutes'
PRESENTING CRITERIA FOR TEXTBOOK SELECTION
15 minutes... 20 minutes... 30 minutes! 
Input? Intake?
Absolutely 101% no.  
Though I was present, I am uncertain of my presence
Just sitting there, fulfilling my societal role as a student
As the Malay proverb say 'Masuk angin keluar asap'

Spotted questions!
What is this? What is this?
Owh, this is the one which he EXPOSED us to for 15 minutes? 30 minutes?
Ahh... 1 week before the exam, the day when he realized that what might come out in the exam

Then, should I not be angry?

My hair :(

You realized that your hair was getting frizzier 
Everything was wrong
It was too long, it caused you headache
The fringe began to poke your eyes
The length did not complement your face shape
Split ends were visible 
It was damaged, a real damage it was!
'I need a haircut'

But 
A moment before you stepped into the salon
Every reflection you saw in the mirror, on the glass door and on every piece of metal
Only seemed to show perfection
You found no faults with the hair
It was gorgeous
You could scarcely be certain, 'to cut or to keep'
and in the end, you decided
'I must keep you'

But
Once you reached home
You looked into the mirror again
The perfection you saw was just a delusion 

The same applies to relationship, how pathetic :(

Ujian mu

For your information my dear friend,

My recollection of you is only of the joyful ones

But lately all that I can recall of is you being in an ill-humour

The suffer may have blinded you that, your sorrow inflicts worries on us too

For your information my dear friend,

I do apologise…

For scarcely did I know about your pain

And how it oppressed your mind

The plight rendered you to be miserable

And I feel so helpless in the face of your grief!

There’s no other feeling that we desire for you other than happiness

Just to let you know,

Be strong and remember Allah,  

Doa anak yang beriman, insyaAllah akan dimakbulkan

Take care and have a safe journey.

Tukang pukul cohort kami.