Saturday, 4 February 2017

False Identity

'Divorced. She's with somebody else.'

Of course, words were articulated without much thoughts. All he had to do was convince the chica.

Wednesday, 17 December 2014

Best Man Speech

Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna (Sometimes, Never Say Goodbye) is not exactly my favourite movie. Not because it is not a good watch, but rather because it is brutally true. 

watch from 3.08.00 until the end

Towards the end of the movie, Shah Rukh Khan says, 
'We just wish that the journey to find true love didn't have to be paved with broken hearts'. 

If it is not meant to be, then it shouldn't be. Try to see it from a different perspective. 

This post was meant to be published on the 30th of December 2013. You were barely sober. Insensible and heart-broken to be precised. You did not eat, you did not laugh, you did not have a mentally stable mind. You just did not care. There and then, I prayed very hard. Oh heaven, have mercy upon her soul. Send her an angel to guide her fragile heart. Let her be free of all the hatred and misery. 

It has almost been a year. Just a year. How time flies. And look where are you now. Remembering those dark moments just makes me want to ridicule you more. Drama sangat. My ex boyfriend got a new girlfriend! My ex boyfriend uploaded a picture of her new girlfriend! My ex boyfriend emm apa lagi salahnya ya! Semua salah!

He found the one who suits him well.
You found the one who suits you better!Suits you best!
And the world is so unfair, you got married first!

Selamat pengantin baru, best friend! Love you to the moon and back!

P/S: Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna is the last hindustani movie that we watched together with Aufa, Ain and the rest

Keep calm and just keep calm

I laughed during the first vow, of course.
Who could resist it when he said, aku terima nikah dengan mas kahwinnya seriibb... seratus ringgit.
I know lah that you're rich, but the dowry agreed was only seratus, not seribu. 

Okay... Repeat... said the Tok kadi.

'Aku terima nikah dengan mas kahwinnya seratus ringgit tunai'


I knew. I knew it. I knew very well. So I kept it in my head


*blink blink blink blink*

What is this water welling up in my eyes? 
Close your eyes and sniff!
Well now it's streaming down!
Quick! Find a place to hide and make it go away.
Keep caaaaaaaalm
Nope! Nope! It's coming again. 
Yes! yes! Look up and just stare at the ceiling
Look... Nobody is cryiiinnggggggg...
Then, the mom cries.
Oh my God. Should we cry together?
I felt like some part of me was snatched away by a Physics teacher.
Oh! Maybe he discovered a way to break the atoms in a human's body and take one atom awayyy.
Atom? More like an organ. 

I used to see it as a blessing.
And now I'm thinking maybe it is a blessing, but as a curse in disguise.
Because it is harder, harder and heavier to let go.
It is still a beautiful curse, though. 

A path towards maturity?
Can I just cry and take the road not taken?
Can I just scream and ask for my best friends back?
Can I just stomp around, roll on the floor, kick the wall and ask for my best friends back? 
Cannot! I AM F****** 26! 
People come and go, Adibah.
Only The One will stay.
Yang Maha Esa. Yang Maha Agung. Yang Maha Penyayang. Yang Maha Pengasih. Yang Maha Mengetahui. Yang Maha Pemelihara dan Maha Tempat Pelindung.

More are yet to come. Like i told you before, we must be independent and strong. 
Kita mesti matang! (the word that we hated so much before)
And may this kinship that we build together not be shaken by this small teeny tiny test challenge inflicted upon us.
Apalah ni! Kahwin saja puuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnn.

I love you, my best friend. 
Selamat menempuhi alam bahagia :)
Though we may not be privileged like before, I would try my very best to steal you from your husband once in a while. 
And we would chat about 'hantu house 31' over Neslo panas. 
Just like how we went through 'hantu house 31' hahaha

Now I miss Fatin Syuhada Mohd Zainy 
Love you too, dooooooooooooooooot!