Going crazy

I've been pushing my self too hard lately

I'm allergic to losing

I cant afford to see my work being scribbled, here and there

I cant bear seeing another pathetic-mark-assignment

I lose my mind

Each time thinking

how much time have I spent

how much effort have I laid

how much tears have dropped

just to produce a shit quality written work!

Being a disappointment

It's tiring, really

I NEED CIGARETTES, LIQUOR AND DRUGS

;( ;( ;(