Et ma bonhomie en souffre

This recitation is extremely nice. Thanks to Rama. :))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr8DR8frP_s&feature=related

I do not have to act like some sick racists do

I have my own standard

I know Malaysia better than them

They know nothing about Malaysians

They are only brave when they're drunk

That's why we're forbidden to drink

because drunkies look like total idiots when they're drunk

Alhamdulillah. Perfect.

Going crazy

I've been pushing my self too hard lately

I'm allergic to losing

I cant afford to see my work being scribbled, here and there

I cant bear seeing another pathetic-mark-assignment

I lose my mind

Each time thinking

how much time have I spent

how much effort have I laid

how much tears have dropped

just to produce a shit quality written work!

Being a disappointment

It's tiring, really

I NEED CIGARETTES, LIQUOR AND DRUGS

;( ;( ;(