I miss my papa

Juhuran Bin Kalmin, a loving father and a great man

This great man was always there

Whenever I whimpered, 

Every morning, when it was time to go to school

Forcing me to step into that haunted place

Reassuring me of the bright future ahead

Now,

This great man is a thousand miles away

The moment I thought this life has matured me a great deal

The moment I thought I don't need this great man

This real life, decided to be mean to me 

Tomorrow, I'll be going to school again

And school, reawaken my childhood memories with you 

Since we're a thousand miles apart

I resigned myself to face this adversity, ON MY OWN

Without your tender words 

Leaving me alone in this melancholy thoughts and overwhelming emotion

Abah, kakak malas pegi skola lagi

I miss you, so bad :(

If only I learned to be more thankful

and appreciate you, the greatest father I could ever have

Tempted to watch

Thanks to IYLIA NATASYA BINTI ANUAR

The book that I've longed to have is now in my possession

For I have deep affinity with Asian Culture

She bought Memoirs of Geisha for me!

Sweet kan? Padahal saya yang minta :P

Only she knows how animated my face was when I first received it

Instead of wrapping it, she decided to put it in a Zara paper bag

Still, if she had offered me an option

To choose between Zara and the book

I would have still gone with the book

Kunun :D

At first, I was brimmed with excitement

Knowing that the book will be way better than the movie

I planned to read it first, UNTIL JUST NOW

Let me explain.

Brilliant people like Shah can finish the book in just 2 or 3 days

But 'kureng' and pedantic reader like me requires 2 or 3 months!

My patience is now at stake!

Do you know that the movie is on youtube?

Thank God, I only ended up watching the trailer!

But who knows how long can I resist the temptation?

Mr Ego

I believe you're just like Gru in this movie. King-hearted but just afraid to show it :))

I've been thinking a lot about you lately
Ever since I dreamed about you


A charming and wicked angel
An angel who is likely to misbehave in the heaven
and is sent down to earth for his punishment

A teacher,

who would never lie about the truth of life

who won't call me slim, to make me feel better

who loves to be mean, to prepare myself for the real world

for that's the truth about beings, MEAN


A hypnotist,
who could convince me even if it's merely a lie
Making me believe in his belief
Then, he left because of the belief he made me believe


Dear Mr Ego,
I thank you, I salute you
But I only apologise once or twice
For I have my own standard too
At least, that's what you taught me.

Meeting, knowing, loving and parting

It's a truth universally known that,
'People come and people go'
Knowing the consequences will be horribly bizarre
People still take the risk, innocently 


I swear, I stayed away
As far as possible
As long as I could
But who am I to tell that I won't be part of it?


Unless you are not human, it's destined to be part of our lives.
It's strange, as if we're being punished for the love we cherish
And it's senseless that the love stays though we are far far away


I've been missing some people
Whom i'm not sure of seeing again
How saddening is that?


C5, brothers and sisters
If you happen to see them, 
Please send my regards to them
and if they're reading this,
Salam sayang dari kami
Kami tahu kamu sgt merindui Marjon! :P
Jangan perasan, ndak pyah pecaya, aku bohong jak tue
especially azar n faris :P

Jongang :))

Kejongangan yang terserlah bersama Ramadana Rappice (kiri) dan saya (kanan) :))

In case you do not know me,
I have an obsession
Obsession on women's beauty
Scrutinizing every single detail would be my concern
And it does not mean that mine is an exception


Looking into the mirror was a torment for me
I did not relish the ugly thoughts about my protruded teeth
Simply put, thanks to the slight 'imperfection'
I HATED MY WHOLE FACE


And again, in case you do not know me
I despise troubling myself with trivial burden
When I go on a vacation, I dislike dragging my own luggage
When I go out to eat, I dislike opening my mouth to order my own food
When I cook, I dislike having to prepare all the ingredients
(well, now it sounds more like a perawan pemalas)
And surely, putting on braces to hide the hideous protruded teeth was in my consideration before
Until I realized that 2 years is a long period of time
I couldn't help but to picture myself in that Bling Bling teeth
Berkilat la warna kulit aku =.=
And making appointments with the doctor
opening my mouth to tell him my problems
waiting for him to fix my teeth (3 hours? 4 hours? the whole day?)
and meeting him every month to review it
Owh, I give up!
Sometimes, I feel like knocking my teeth with hard metal
An iron bar will do
But of course, I couldn't do that without chipping my teeth =.=


Just now, I looked into the mirror again
Singing, 'apalah nasib gigiku jongaaang'
and then, it's like I've achieved self-actualization
I realized that the protruded teeth exist to hide my enormous lower lip
Imagine if my teeth were not protruded, I'll be a FAILED Angelina Jolie


Is this what they call 
'I am who I am?'
and 'Just be happy with yourself'?
I dont know, you decide :))

Picture, picture on the wall. who is the scariest to go to school of them all?

I just hope things would get better

A better school

Better teachers

Better students

A better environment

Better tasks

Better marks

Better, better, better