Senang

Easy for us to say

To offer advice

'Don't be sad'

'Don't be stressful'

'Just forgive and forget'

'Senang bah jak kurus tueee'

The truth is, we already know the answer

If all of these were easy

We wouldn't need anybody to say it

Hint

Let me give you some hints

1. Mouse
2. Mouse pad
3. Earphones
4. Headphones
5. Eye shadow palette
6. Lipstick and lipgloss (dark pink, preferably)
7. Chopstick
8. Mechanical pencil
9. Black cardigan (waterfall style, if you like)
10. Ladies top with sexy graphics! :P joking, anything 
11. Nightware, pyjamas 
12. White eyeliner 

Can you handle that? GUESS...

Raihan - Puji-pujian

If the human is touched by adversity, he implores us

But as soon as we bestow a blessing upon him,

he says,

'I attained this because of my cleverness!'

Indeed, this is only a test

But most of them do not know (39: 49)

Most of us, indeed, understand not.

That kejayaan kita, sebenarnya bukan milik kita :)


Sorry Ain, Rama, Aufa, Amal
I wanted to share
But... I totally have no idea how 

Stubborn

Stubborn

Miss 'Grammar and Discourse'
Please,
Can you do us a favour?
If you're feeling under the weather
Please consider taking a leave


Dont be such a kepala kayu
A woodhead, get me? :D

Sue you! Sue you!

It's normal for me to still be awake at 4.49 am,
but it's not normal for me to have class at 9.00 am.


Cant we have a more sensible time to start our class?
Cant we have a more sensible way to begin our day? 


If I were the powerful Datin R*smah,
I shall sue whoever sets the class to start before 11. 
Sue you! sue you!


Good night :O

Work Shy

This is how the assignment should be like. Gunalah Paint. net! :P

It's annoyingly amazing
when you have all the ideas in the world, on what to write on your blog
yet with the guidance of the assignment specification, books and lecturer's explanation,
You're just lost, staring for hours before the question.
Paralysed by the one sheet paper which requires a 3000 words written work in return.

It's annoyingly amazing
when you have all the time in this world, to stalk people on Facebook
yet you dont feel the need to waste your time on assignment
Elated by the idea that, a one night stand with it is more amusing, challenging and entertaining

It's far more extremely annoyingly amazing
when you'd rather sacrifice for skype,
which neither give you credits on marks, motivation nor emotional management
You are scarcely worried about the positively poor mark that you deserve, in your face!

Is it necessary to have fun, when you should have been distressed over the assignment?

When I'm down and feeling blue :)

Beautiful, wish to go to this kind of place one day

When you worry too much

When you feel upset

When you start saying

I'm not physically charming

I'm not exquisitely beautiful

I'm not intellectually advanced

I'm merely a dumb ugly monster

Would those be insults to God?

They make no difference to, 

'I was not perfectly created and structured by Him'

Dont you think that, 

You are the one who actually make yourself less perfect?

Dont you think that,

Those make-up you put on is to be blamed for pimples and big pores?

Dont you think that,

Those extra unnecessary food you consumed is the reason you're FAT?

Dont you think that,

Those time you wasted on YouTube could be spent on reading and cognitive development?

Dont you think that,

You think too much of your own flaws, overlook the perfect side of you, and forget to be thankful? 

JUST WONDERING

P/s: I know, I know, my writing has no flow of ideas. 

That's my problem

Penjahat

I was 8 years old
I was the only Bajau girl
I was in an exam, a malay language exam
The exam questions had lots of spelling errors
I kept telling the teacher, 'This is not the right spelling'
She corrected it
For the 5th or 6th time, she couldnt tolerate anymore
She yelled, 'Everybody knows that! You dont need to tell. Just do it!'
I was a child, innocent
I had no idea about temper, mood swing, PMS or any other crazy emotion disease people have
I cried, I was a child, I was in an exam


I had teachers yelling at me for not doing my homework
I had teachers yelling at me for cheating in tests
I had teachers yelling at me for not bringing my books
But a teacher who yelled at a child,
in an exam, for correcting something wrong?
Congratulations, you are the villain of my life.
A real terrorist, unforgivable.

I talk too much

Talk too much =.=

I'm a young woman myself
Rebellious, immature and emotional
Need to watch out for my own conduct as well
The thing that we're disgusted of may, in the future, happen to me!

Celupar!
Stop saying bad things about others!

Special one and the one

Gorgeous kan?!!! I want to be gorgeous too!

I dont want to be the special one, I want to be the only one

So,
If you're the only one,
He actually has no choice but to choose you,
Just like a spinster longing for a life partner
Like a traveller trapped in the middle of a desert, only to find his pee was the only drink he had
He's obliged to take you as his loved one
There's nothing in you that attracts him


And if you're the special one,
He might have seen your ridiculously beautiful cousin, your 'ayu' friend (i have no idea what's ayu in English), or a bitchy bitch
and chose to be with them
Instead
He, himself, personally perceives you as the best
For some obscure reason, you take his breath away
He adores you, despite the existence of other super gorgeous bombshells out there


Just to be clear,
I'm one selfish bitch
So, I want to be both: the only one and the special one
Sekian.

Poked the wrong person today

你现在应该知道

我不喜欢被人家骂

被人家喊

I miss my papa

Juhuran Bin Kalmin, a loving father and a great man

This great man was always there

Whenever I whimpered, 

Every morning, when it was time to go to school

Forcing me to step into that haunted place

Reassuring me of the bright future ahead

Now,

This great man is a thousand miles away

The moment I thought this life has matured me a great deal

The moment I thought I don't need this great man

This real life, decided to be mean to me 

Tomorrow, I'll be going to school again

And school, reawaken my childhood memories with you 

Since we're a thousand miles apart

I resigned myself to face this adversity, ON MY OWN

Without your tender words 

Leaving me alone in this melancholy thoughts and overwhelming emotion

Abah, kakak malas pegi skola lagi

I miss you, so bad :(

If only I learned to be more thankful

and appreciate you, the greatest father I could ever have

Tempted to watch

Thanks to IYLIA NATASYA BINTI ANUAR

The book that I've longed to have is now in my possession

For I have deep affinity with Asian Culture

She bought Memoirs of Geisha for me!

Sweet kan? Padahal saya yang minta :P

Only she knows how animated my face was when I first received it

Instead of wrapping it, she decided to put it in a Zara paper bag

Still, if she had offered me an option

To choose between Zara and the book

I would have still gone with the book

Kunun :D

At first, I was brimmed with excitement

Knowing that the book will be way better than the movie

I planned to read it first, UNTIL JUST NOW

Let me explain.

Brilliant people like Shah can finish the book in just 2 or 3 days

But 'kureng' and pedantic reader like me requires 2 or 3 months!

My patience is now at stake!

Do you know that the movie is on youtube?

Thank God, I only ended up watching the trailer!

But who knows how long can I resist the temptation?

Mr Ego

I believe you're just like Gru in this movie. King-hearted but just afraid to show it :))

I've been thinking a lot about you lately
Ever since I dreamed about you


A charming and wicked angel
An angel who is likely to misbehave in the heaven
and is sent down to earth for his punishment

A teacher,

who would never lie about the truth of life

who won't call me slim, to make me feel better

who loves to be mean, to prepare myself for the real world

for that's the truth about beings, MEAN


A hypnotist,
who could convince me even if it's merely a lie
Making me believe in his belief
Then, he left because of the belief he made me believe


Dear Mr Ego,
I thank you, I salute you
But I only apologise once or twice
For I have my own standard too
At least, that's what you taught me.

Meeting, knowing, loving and parting

It's a truth universally known that,
'People come and people go'
Knowing the consequences will be horribly bizarre
People still take the risk, innocently 


I swear, I stayed away
As far as possible
As long as I could
But who am I to tell that I won't be part of it?


Unless you are not human, it's destined to be part of our lives.
It's strange, as if we're being punished for the love we cherish
And it's senseless that the love stays though we are far far away


I've been missing some people
Whom i'm not sure of seeing again
How saddening is that?


C5, brothers and sisters
If you happen to see them, 
Please send my regards to them
and if they're reading this,
Salam sayang dari kami
Kami tahu kamu sgt merindui Marjon! :P
Jangan perasan, ndak pyah pecaya, aku bohong jak tue
especially azar n faris :P

Jongang :))

Kejongangan yang terserlah bersama Ramadana Rappice (kiri) dan saya (kanan) :))

In case you do not know me,
I have an obsession
Obsession on women's beauty
Scrutinizing every single detail would be my concern
And it does not mean that mine is an exception


Looking into the mirror was a torment for me
I did not relish the ugly thoughts about my protruded teeth
Simply put, thanks to the slight 'imperfection'
I HATED MY WHOLE FACE


And again, in case you do not know me
I despise troubling myself with trivial burden
When I go on a vacation, I dislike dragging my own luggage
When I go out to eat, I dislike opening my mouth to order my own food
When I cook, I dislike having to prepare all the ingredients
(well, now it sounds more like a perawan pemalas)
And surely, putting on braces to hide the hideous protruded teeth was in my consideration before
Until I realized that 2 years is a long period of time
I couldn't help but to picture myself in that Bling Bling teeth
Berkilat la warna kulit aku =.=
And making appointments with the doctor
opening my mouth to tell him my problems
waiting for him to fix my teeth (3 hours? 4 hours? the whole day?)
and meeting him every month to review it
Owh, I give up!
Sometimes, I feel like knocking my teeth with hard metal
An iron bar will do
But of course, I couldn't do that without chipping my teeth =.=


Just now, I looked into the mirror again
Singing, 'apalah nasib gigiku jongaaang'
and then, it's like I've achieved self-actualization
I realized that the protruded teeth exist to hide my enormous lower lip
Imagine if my teeth were not protruded, I'll be a FAILED Angelina Jolie


Is this what they call 
'I am who I am?'
and 'Just be happy with yourself'?
I dont know, you decide :))

Picture, picture on the wall. who is the scariest to go to school of them all?

I just hope things would get better

A better school

Better teachers

Better students

A better environment

Better tasks

Better marks

Better, better, better